"Wasting words on lower cases and capitals."

"The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows" by Brand New

These past few hours have been quite interesting....To me, at least.


"Incomplete Control (The Wishing Poem)"
"The revelation had my mind turning for a bit.
It seemed like hours, the time I struggled to regain my head.
I took a deep breath and my eyes blinked.
Well in between my thoughts and fainting dead.
I wish I had control, you wish you did too.
I wish I had control, better than what I have now.
I wish I could control how I feel and felt about you.
I wish I had control of when, where and how.
All I can offer are my words and letters.
But the only word I can give you is a simple "Goodnight."
I wish I had better control of how my words came together.
I wish I had control. I think I would make it right."


Maybe I'm overthinking things...That seems to be a habit of mine.
- Cody

Not a good day for the art of conversation.

"Trash Unreal" by Against Me!

Valentine's Day doesn't get me down anymore. As far as I'm concerned, Valentine's Day is just a fake holiday invented by the corporate holiday card companies. Sure, many many years ago, it wasn't. But like most holidays nowadays, it seems it's been twisted from it's original intention. When a holiday bums out more people than it makes happy, then that's not much of a holiday, is it?

I don't know why it doesn't bother me. By all means, it should - Being single on Valentine's Day. But really, it doesn't. It's just another day. So what's the difference if I'm single on February 14th or February 15th? Maybe for me to fully understand, I would have to have been in a prior relationship or something.

Valentine's Day doesn't bother me anymore...It's the people who are down on Valentine's Day that do bother me. By way of association, people who are down get me down, and it effects my thought process. When my thought process in thrown askew, my motor skills suffer. Not just on Valentine's Day, either, just any day of the week. Today seemed to be the case in point - All's forgiven and there are no hard feelings to my knowledge, but I felt I could've handled today much more smoothly.

One part of me says "It was an off day. Everyone has one every once in a while."
The other thinks maybe I'm not the wise sage I thought I was.
The third quotes the Oasis song - "Don't look back in anger, I heard them say."

- Cody

I finally realized what was missing from this blog...

"Make It Wit Chu" by Queens Of The Stone Age

i~A SURVEY~!

1. Do you consider yourself a good person?
I consider myself a bit of both - A good person sometimes, a douchebag others.

2. Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
Nope, mostly because I don't drink.

3. Are you tall or short?
Middle. Taller than most, shorter than others.

4. What kind of phone do you have?
A grey Motorola.

5. Do you like the color green?
Jade and Emerald green.

14. Do you swear at your parents?
Only when I get angry and try to get my point across, which is rarely.

15. When's the last time you cried?
I'm having trouble trying to remember...Quite a while ago, I guess.

16. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I DON'T KNOOOOW!

17. Last person you know that went to heaven?
Well, I'm not sure if it actually exists. But I also believe that heaven is a state of mind, but even then I'm not sure who's the last person I know to do that.

18. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Once.

19. Are you photogenic?
I'm photogenic!

Photogenic.

20. What do you spend most of your money on?
Food or games.

21. Do you have a tattoo?
Not yet.

22. Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
Allegedly.

23. Who last called you?
Some unknown number.

24. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yep.

25. Have you ever kissed two people in the same day?
Nope.

26. What do you really want right now?
I want to man up.

27. What objects are around you right now?
TV, computer, three empty waters bottle, a glass and my guitar.

28. Are you happy?
For the most part, yeah.

29. Do you have trust issues?
Does trusting to easily count?

30. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
Eh.

31. Do you like to swim?
Yeah, even though I don't really know how.

32. Where's the last place you went?
Optometrist.

33. Do you miss someone?
Yeah.

34. Are you wearing a jacket?
Nope.

35. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Rock Band for the 360.

36. Do you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yeah, but I try not to be a douche about it.

37. Who makes you happiest right now?
*Shrug*

38. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.

39. Are you left handed?
Nope.

40. What are you eating?
I just had some lasagna.

41. What is the last thing you thought about?
...No comment. <_<

42. When is your birthday?
May 6th.

43. Who is the last person you sent a text to?
Kevin, the only person I've ever texted.

44. Who was the last person you went swimming with?
I haven't swam in such a long time, I can't remember...

45. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Wal-Mart, I believe.

46. How do you feel about your hair right now?
I just got it cut. Feels pretty nice.

47. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
Nope.

48. Where does most of your friends and family live?
Scattered across California.

49. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a B?
No.

50. Watching the sun come up or go down?
Down.

NOW this can officially be called a blog.
- Cody